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I just keep gaining weight. I am too scared to check at the moment, but I think I might be close to 80 kg. I ate way too much yesterday. I can see its effects, because I went for a run today and became exhausted after a bit of of running. I’m skipping lunch today. It is close to dinner time anyway. I want to get to a healthy weight. I remember when I was skinny, I could run for a long time without feeling exhausted.

Now, I ran for a little while and walked a lot and now I am tired. One of my medications’ side effect is weight gain. Since I started taking it, I definitely started eating more and running less. Normally I eat lunch at this hour and dinner between 6 PM or 7 PM. Today, I might eat dinner at a more regular hour. It might make me lose some weight to eat at more stable hours.

Besides that, I entered IELTS speaking retake test a few days ago. When I first took IELTS test a few months ago, my band score was 7.5, but I got 6.0 from Speaking. I paused a lot during the test, so I understand. A few days ago I took a retake and my new result is 6.5. This is barely a change. Do I speak English that bad? I’m also probably gonna enter the KPSS test, which is an employment test for government workers. It’s not like I want to enter these these tests, but my father wants me to. I have stopped job hunting as well. I thought about applying to be in cabin crew on a plane, but I really don’t want to spend my life on a plane. I am not sure if I could get the job if I wanted to, though.

Also, I decided to continue watching Azumanga Daioh and I don’t see the hype. I’ve watched the first episode months ago. I watched the second episode a few days ago. It’s just not really funny or interesting. I watched slice-of-life anime before(School-live and Chi’s Sweet Home) and compared to them, this is just boring. I will probably keep watching, though.

I spoke like a true NEET there. All I do at home is waste my time. I’m one of the least productive people I know. I hate being lazy.